Archive for November, 2015

” Keeping Calm”

November 25, 2015

So much to do and yet seems so little time. Trying to use the moments left here wisely. Spending some actual moments with a very close friend keeping calm while inside myself is churning with nerves of steel. There are a number of movies on the horizon which I am with eager anticipation! Trying my best to rid any unnecessary expense. Got another email address and transferred all the harmony emails to google actually forwarded them to the google email and then ask my niece Liz and nephew David to aid me. They were kind enough to give mm a link so I may keep all of my blogs, which are very important to me and they are numerous. Love doing it for the simple reason that it gives a serene feeling and also a bit of learning to add to my knowledge.
My main concern is my son Andre and his health and overall well being. He is very hard working, independent thinker, creative. Working overnight still a manager at a local restaurant. He is working on a book which he originally had as a screenplay. Also he is working on the sequel which is ” Paradise Epilogue”
Actually this blog are bits and pieces of things that are wrapped up tightly in my brain just trying to escape without reason and the thoughts are showing masterly on this page.
Today is the 25th and in a month is Christmas then five more days I will leave for Atlanta. Time is flying so it is apparent that I get everything done beforehand. When I put thoughts into words it seems mind blogging however it really isn’t as I am extremely organized which comes easy for me. The trick is to not get flustered however that is most difficult for me because I am high strung so have to constantly fight against it as most people know that I am a fighter but little do they know that it started on the day of my birth. So now the secret is out!

” Alone Again Naturally”

November 8, 2015

Alone Again Naturally is a well known melodic tune with in depth lyrics by Gilbert O’Sullivan. Thought this was appropriate to my feelings momentarily. Viewed recently a fantastic beautiful in everyway imaginable a movie called “Age of Adeline” written with worthy wonderful meaningful measure, great acting also. Spending timeless moments with my great close friend which is sensational. Having tremendous lifelong friends makes everything worthwhile. That is truly the secret of happiness especially at anytime of existence at whichever age. Persons who can be in your corner is exceptional. Are able to give advice when needed and just be there for moral support is a godsend. Hopefully or could be said is a third a charm. Don’t want to say anything now in hopes that it all will turn out well. Always providing there is a Murphy’s Law! When planning anything, just be aware of that. Moving to Atlanta soon. Went to Doctor Shapiro just about a week ago and said I needed another doctor. He said that he went to Emory University and that made me feel good. So that is well taken with utmost care. Then went to the management and she is going to let me out of the lease of course it stands to reason, I pay November then December and she will let me out in January. Lots of items I have to deal with, though these two were most important. I can deal with pressure if things are planned out in advance.
Still wondering where my son Sweet Andre will go. He has a publisher in Rochester, N.Y. as yet it isn’t a concrete decision. Hoping he will be alright and I trust he will be, yet have mentioned it in passing yet don’t want to put anymore pressure on him as he has enough at the moment. Is still working an overnight shift at a restaurant nearby. Still taking medicine and he’s feeling ok sometimes fine so that is great. Knows when the time is up so that’s all that matters. Trying to stay calm myself have to do a zillion things but the time is right and sometimes it is called the waiting game.
Really looking forward to this experience for adventure however all my ducks have to be in a row to quote a great wonderful Doctor Michael B. Shapiro, actually that is a well known expression.